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I like my crappy old used equipment that I saved up months/years for and my shitty lens that show all the wear and tear that I’ve put them through. I might complain from time to time, but I would rather have known that I paid for my school, clothes, food, computers, cars, rent, pets, and cameras for the last 4 years then have been handed the top of the line camera and have no story to tell anyone.
not that I really think anyone is listening…but it’s a nice thought.
when I’m not sleeping or working, this is what I’m doing…riding shotgun to my husband.
-it’s hard being around all smokers, even after I’ve gone almost 3 months without a cigarette…
I really need to not think and just shoot like I used to before I decided that I needed to “prove myself” or live up to other peoples standards.
I Want To Know Your Plans- Say Anything
You’re what keeps me believing the world’s not gone dead,
Strength in my bones put the words in my head.
When they pour out to paper, it’s all for you.
‘Cause that’s what you do. That’s what you do.
oh songs that remind me of my husband drunk :]
My husband is in no way perfect,
nor, has he always done the right thing….
but I will always love and appreciate the fact that he never would show photos of other woman he find attractive… not online, not to his friends, not even a “shes hot” comment during an Angelina Jolie movie.
He’s really convinced me that his attraction to me is genuine…and that he recognizes my insecurities.
Not that all men SHOULD act this way, cause I know my self esteem is a little lower than what most men would want in a woman, but with that, Fernando couldn’t be more perfect for me.
I love him so much…
Lisa Loeb covers “First Day of My Life” by Bright Eyes. in love with this.
[I’m big on this song today apparently?]
This is for my Husband..cause he’s a big pussy and will LOVE this :]
